Something missing.

Diao = =~ Today kena saman... Park beside the longkang beside the house also will kena... cipet sial... Anywayz...

During the first day of the orientation, we had to make our own group there and then, for the orientation purposes. Before that we had our english placement exam which will gauge our english level and depending on that we will be assigned to different tutorial group.

The very few friends that i've met during the orientation was the ones im hanging out with right now~ Strange huh, though the orientation onli lasted for 1 week and the tutorial already started for like 1 and a half month i'm still closer with the ones i met during orientation~

The day before the end of the orientation week, we've got our english placement exam result and we were instructed to go to our tutorial group.

Then there was when i met a girl~ She was cute, kinda petite, and was friendly. She introduced herself and i too did so... I guess she had left an impression of me because of her smile, and she was seated opposite of me.

During my first tutorial class, i was looking forward to seeing her again. It's not love at first sight, but then it's like there's a special feeling that i've felt... Like maybe we could be good friends, or something like that~ But then she was absent.

When she introduced herself she used her nick so when my tutorial mates looked at the name list they did not know who she was. But since she's the only one missing i knew immediately that it was her..~

I thought that maybe she may have had some problems and was absent for the first few days, but then it was certain that something really did happen to her, nobody knows what, and she wasn't even present for a single day~

Then now, during my mid term examination, i've noticed that her name was taken off from the name list and the total of our tutorial group was decreased by one~

And now, i felt that i've something missing. A friend maybe, could be a close friend, or perhaps maybe something more~

A void in my heart~

Emo?!

Wonder why sometimes i just enter a state of "Emo"

I think alot.

When i'm with my friends, i can be like, talkative and friendly to them..
Then after a while when i'm deep in thought, i'll have this... emotionless, emo, sometimes tulan, or something like a i don't give a fu** kinda face..

Some people even told me before, "Can u dun be so 'cool' or not.. when people talking to you don't ignore leh~"

Strange lerx = =..

But i don't mean to be rude or anything like that.. I mean.. It's just the way i am.

But this only happens when i'm alone... Cause i'm sure in front of my friends i'm quite cheerful.. =D ~