Understand, please.

It's less than 2 weeks till my finals.
I'm not in secondary school anymore where i can game hardcore and just trash all my subjects.
Gas, toll fees, parking fees, adds up to alot.
You think rm20-30 or so can cover up for the driving expenses i've incurred in a day?
I don't expect people to pay when i drive them around.
I want them to understand.
How the fuck am i suppose to enjoy myself hanging out when my finals is just around the corners?
Not to mention the handing up of major assignments and also the presentation.
I've just changed the battery of my car. Rm220.
Seems like the battery died for god knows what reason.
Last week friday, i pumped rm75 into my car (MyVi) and it all depleted like on tuesday, which i then had to pump another rm70.
It was my birthday month, mother gave me rm300 and my bro rm100.
Adding my own allowance it's 300+300+100 = 700.
Mum gave me extra rm200 when i told her i used my own money to pay for gas and smart tag.
Loan my friend rm200. Remaining : 700.
Withdrew rm500 from bank, so it means the total i can spend is rm1200 this month.
I've just got my atm card, so i'm feeling like so dumb fuck rich and i'm spending like mad on food.
But most of it was for gas.
Around rm120 was for smart tag.
Around rm300 was for gas petrol.
It's not even the end of October and i'm down to zero.
I feel like crap spending money like water.
And it kinda pissed me off when my friend keep calling me out, when i already fucked said that my exam was around the corner, and my gas expense is killing me.
It's the pressure of examination and my own gay spendings that's bothering me so much.
What i want to do now is, finish off my presentation, assignments, stay home and study, and score for my examinations.
Call me selfish, but i feel perfectly fine for driving kilometers doing something i want to, but not when i myself didn't want to go out in the first place.
Stop calling me out and asking me to drive around places.
Do not misunderstand.
During the past when you guys call me out of course i also wanted to hang out/see movies etc.
But it's a tough time for me now, and i feel really "tulan"(Upset + angry) when one of my friends say i "beh cham" (It means like cannot hang out, cannot mix, etc.)
It's an emo entry.
Sorry.
I'm just worried about my exams and spendings.
It's also affecting my mood to study.
Also just argued with dad over the car battery thingy.
Cheerful outside, tulan + stressful + emo inside.

Thanks for reading.
End of emo entry.